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Sometimes I just want to turn back time, to year 1992 when I was 1year old and everything was perfect. No family problems, everyone was happy, my parents was happy they had a cute little baby (me!) hehe. No problems with school, I was to young and dumb for school. hehe. People says it was better before and sometimes I believe them.
I wish I was 1year old again, when you're sad it's not because you have been fighting or someone has been mean to you, it can be because you lost your pacifier or you didn't get so much attention from your parents. One little "scream" and they would be there holding you and everything is fine again.

If I stayed as a baby forever I would miss so much, like my awesome friends and Tokio Hotel, but I would never feel depressed or sad for longer than a few hours.



me and my dad, I don't know how old I was here exactly but younger than today;)

I'm dreaming of a white christmas! and my wish came true, SWEDEN IS WHITE, full of snow, everywhere.. cold and white. Okay the truth is that I hate snow and the cold. It's cozy when you're inside and you have candles and good music or watching TV and you look outside and it's all white, snow everywhere and you're thinking "ah, I don't have to go outside". :)

I forgot to tell you, or I told you but didn't show my new haircolor.. light brown. I like it and so does my parents and friends =) 

Got2Go and clean a little in my room, Lina is coming over and we're gonna talk about our project and it's christmas soon ;) lol.


outside my house 2 days ago

This is what I want for christmas!

Picture taken by: Lina Green
My tattoo without plastic. I love it.
But I hate that I have a million liver spots..
Wenn nichts mehr geht is my favorite song with Tokio Hotel, I've wanted to do this tattoo for 1 ½ year and now I've finally done it :)

Yesterday Lina and I saw New Moon, BIG LOVE. The movie was awesome, I'm gonna see it again! wow
Jacob was hot, Edward was hot, but who was the hottest? I DON'T KNOW!
Team Jacob? Team Edward? hmm..
I'M IN TEAM JAWARD! 8D

Hello!
I've been pretty quiet and "busy" and so that's why I havn't written anything.

22nd November was my dads birthday and the weekend after, 28th November we had a party! It was very fun, me and my friend Lina took care of the bar, mixed drinks :)

I'll go to bed very soon, I have a book that has to be finished on friday and I just started! 8D
AND,
I'm getting my FIRST tattoo tomorrow. I won't say what it is but I'll show you tomorrow when I get home. I saw the sketch of it today, BEAUTIFUL, I'm very happy.
I had to change my time, Lina is coming tomorrow and the plan was that she would sit with me while i'm going the tattoo (3hours!) so she matched her train, BUT, the guy (Max) who's doing the tattoo asked if I could change time to 11a.m instead of 2.30p.m. so I have to sit all alone and i'll finish when Linas train arrives so I have to, quickly get to the train station!
My god.. haha

up next: call Lina and then wash of my make up and SLEEP!

Happy Birthday dad♥

.. my blond hair, lol.
I'm really thinking of color my hair blond again, maybe next summer?






miss miss miss miss!!

Hej.Tjena.Tjo.Shoo.Tju.Tjenixen.Tjabba.Tjoflöjt.God dag.Tjofräs.Tuddelu.Hellu.Hejsan.Tjenare.Tjabba.

Different ways to say "Hey" in swedish.. my favorite is TJOFLÖJT, love it.
That was very necessary.. or not.

3 lessons today.. or 2 ½.. I had to go to the doctor, they have to think that i'm a hypochondriac, feels like i'm there every week, lol.
My throat hurts and i'm not sick and I've had it for a few weeks.. When I told the doctor what my "symtoms" were, it looked like he didn't even care, and he didn't let me finish. Very nice doctor.
You know what's wrong with me!? - nothing.. well..okay I have a swollen gland! come on ><' and he didn't gave me something to still the "pain".. he said "it will go away in a few weeks" .. THANK YOU MR.DOCTOR..
A very necessary visit.. or not.

Now i'll go pack my bag, I won't be sleeping @ home tomorrow, i'm going to Nathalie =). We're both ex-Harry Potter freaks so we're gonna watch Harry Potter tomorrow. ;) and on wednesday I have national test in swedish, essay writing from 8.10a.m. - 1.10p.m. 5 fucking hours! so I have to pack things like my computer and something to drink maybe?

God natt♥

I guess I'm not alone when it comes to hate mondays? I could really need winter holiday now, or summer.. this summer I finally graduate! After summer 2010 - NO MORE SCHOOL FOR MISS FIJA! I've waited 12 years for this summer.. (I think!?).

I woke up 6am, and I thought I was gonna take the bus at 7.15am to school and then I remembered that I have the video camera so my dad will drive me to school in 30min.. >.< I've been sitting here on my fat ass for 30min doing nothing, waiting.. I could've slept 30min longer!

As you maybe understood I didn't feel very good yesterday, and I'm not in the top mood today eighter. Some things take time, and some doesn't. I'm gonna do my best to keep the mood up today, I don't want my friends to think that i'm boring ;p.

Today is a long school day, 8.10am - 3pm x_X kill me!? When I get home I'll go take a nap.
oh, and a big DANKE SCHÖN to Lina for this new design♥

btw, there's a hole in my sock :(

xoxo
Fija*


picture from summer 09

That day
Never came
That day
Never comes

I'm not lettin' go
I keep hangin' on
Everybody says
That time heals the pain
I've been waitin' forever
That day never came

Tokio Hotel - That day



Perfection!♥

Thanks to you I keep waiting, keep fighting for that one day everything will be fine. You're my strength.

Tokio Hotel already have their on "tv show", you know Tokio Hotel tv, and they have their own Youtube (you find it here) and NOW, they have their own RADIO CHANEL!!! :) How awesome isn't this!? Tokio Hotel everwhere.. =)
It's awesome being a Tokio Hotel fan..

Me and Lina are going to Stockholm tomorrow to film to our Project, we're gonna do a little movie and like compair Stockholm and Mora, a big and a small city. We're going to Mora in december... It's gonna be SO MUCH FUN! :) and we've downloaded David Hasselhoff songs that we're gonna listen to on the way up, haha!
Don't mess with the Hassel!♥

That's the song my favorite guys are gonna sing at today's EMA in Berlin. I can't wait to see their performance, I think it's gonna be something very special!

I'm gonna brag a little and show you my LOVE, my 3 concert ticets (okay their are 6 but 3 of them are Linas!).
I'll show you my old one and the new ones, I got the ticets to the concert in Genéve today, they are pink (!!).


13/6-08 Dortmund, Germany♥ [√]


4/3-10 Stockholm, Sweden♥
5/3-10 Göteborg, Sweden♥


3/4-10 Genéve, Switzerland♥

THIS my friends, is happiness! Hopefully there will be more♥
10 min left to the red carpet!!!!

This is some kind of beer...

aaaaaaah.. Tired! 10.21pm and instead of sitting here and write another "intreasting" post I should really read my book, David Copperfield. I have 200 pages left and I'm gonna have a presentation on wednesday, hallelulja.

Oh, Berlin..! As you know I got the BEST birthday present ever, Berlin trip! It was a-m-a-z-i-n-g. It was better than I'd expected. We went to see Checkpoint Charlie, Wall Museum, the Berlin wall, we took a trip on a sightseeing bus, we walked on the shopping/party street Kursürstendamm, and we watched the football game, Russia-Germany on a Beer house! haha.

When we walked on "Unten den Linden", trying to find Madame Tussauds, it took a while! But when we found it, I got SO happy so I like jumped in with the biggest smile ever on my lips and the girl said something in german and I was like ; what!? English? To fast I can't understand 8D and she said: Bill is not here, he's in Amsterdam. (I had my Bill Kaulitz hood that's how she knew that I came to see Bill) .. The pain was.. It felt like someone just STABBED me with a knife! I just looked and Cilla & Wictor and said with tears in my eyes " Bill is not here, He's in Amsterdam". Can you imagine that feeling? AWEFUL! So ofcourse we walked back to the hotel.. No Madame Tassauds for us!

That was a short summery of what I did in Berlin, haha.
On friday Lina is coming to Linköping and stays 'til Sunday, when we both takes the train to Växjö, and I'm gonna stay there 'til Saturday♥ 8 days together! :)
Lina is sooooooo clumsy, she droped her phone in the dishwater! ><' ;) hihi

Time 4 bed, and time 2 read some!.. *boooring*
Take care♥

Im standing in West and East Berlin @ the same time!