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okay i'm back, hurray right?
What am I doing right now? - I'm lying in my bed, talking to Laura on msn and just stopped crying. I stopped cry when I talked to Lina on the phone which was 40min ago?
 and then I saw a picture of HIM and I started to cry again.
Nothing is ever gonna be the same without him. He was a star, a friendly soul, a gentleman.
I don't know if I can continue this without him, he was my favorite. From the begining, I didn't like him, it took me a few weeks to like him. He grew in my eyes, to something big.

Do you wanna now who HE is?
I'm talking about T.R. Knight a.k.a Dr. George O'Malley. Who, today left Greys Anatomy. He died when he was saving this girl from getting hit my a bus, instead HE got hit, STUPID O'MALLEY. I miss you, please come back from the dead!?
It was so sad, I cried during the whole show. Awful, I've never cried this much EVER. I will tell you, I cry when I watch Extreme Home makeover but never as much as I did today!

Maybe I can write something fun in this post and not only sad things?
It's 6 days left 'til Humanoid is released♥
and It's 9 days left 'til I'm going to Berlin♥

Hurray that's it for now. Lauras computer is broked that's why she hasn't written anything!

yeah did I tell you that I pierced my nose? No? I did it when I was in Växjö, that was the first thing we did when I got off the train. ;) ♥

.. Here I come! at noon today I'm taking off, i'm going to visit my sister in Stockholm this weekend. 2H & 50min ON A BUS, hallelulja!
My ipod (or should I say LIFE!?) left me a few days ago, he was finished. He'd been by my side 3 years, and I understand that it couldn't be easy, lol. I miss you dear Ipod, (PINK!) and I'm sorry, I have to move on with my life so I'm gonna buy a new one, but you'll always be in my heart.
R.I.P Fija's Ipod♥
 My mum is such an angel and she let me borrow hers! It's blue, and small.. It's a shuffle but it works. As long as I can listen to Tokio Hotel I'm happy!

Todays plans:
ο School, (German) 8.10-9.10am
ο City, See if they got the Automatisch single, I think not but.. (STUPID SWEDEN, I really need to move!)
ο Home, pack the last and take the bus to the buss terminal.
ο Buy Coke, (YUMMY LAURA!) and some candy?
ο Go on the bus to Stockholm and wait 2h & 50min
ο Meet Wictor and drive home to my sister!

Next: VISIT THE TOILET AND SAY BYE!

I overslept 1 hour so I missed my german class, scheisse!! I really love German, the ONLY lesson that I like! hm..
Well, now I have to run to my bus so I don't miss more lessons today.
byebye♥

Yesterday I had a night guest, Lina, very nice :)
We only had one lesson, photo, after we went a restaurant that I don't know the name of but we ate Sushi. It tasted very good but I had some problems with the seagrass so Lina had to take those, haha.
We went to my place after and wrote a project plan, It feels like I have a million trips planned now, (I do acctually)..

ο 18-20 Sep - Stockholm
ο 25-27 Sep - Växjö
ο 9-11 Oct - Berlin
ο 16-18 Oct - Mora
ο 13-15 Nov - Stockholm
ο 2010 - TOKIO HOTEL CONCERTS!

"Hello, for some reason, everytime I go to the toilet it comes out money from my ass so I'm a ritch bitch, and I can afford anything!"

Thing is, I worked 15days this summer so I could afford to travel and see Tokio Hotel, and atleast go to 2 concerts, but all my money dissapears, it's my fault. "Dad I want to do that, Dad I need money for that, Dad I want to buy that"
7000:- (700 Euro, 1 014,58$) gone with the wind! byebye (soooon)
It really needs to stop, but I can't stop. I need money so I can do things and buy things.
GIVE ME A JOB, (not a hard one!!!)

.. Then people wouldn't be scared to go to the dentist
.. I didn't had to go through all this PAIN
.. People wouldn't bee bullied because of their ugly teeth.
.. The only rails in the world would be the one the trains go on, and no one would have a trainstation is her/his mouth.
.. And no food will be stuck between your teeth. So you can smile a happy white smile to the boy/girl you like without broccoli stuck between there!!
.. Maybe everybody will get a nice breath?

Awesome, let's all be toothless!!!!... Hm.. new fashion? ;) Maybe not the hottest fashion but it works!

You maybe wonder why I'm talking about teeth? I went to the dentist this monday and he burned my gums around my wisedom tooth. He said the pain would go away after a few hours, 5 days later I'm still in pain. I've had problem sleeping this week because of the pain, I've had problems eating. I called the dentist today so I got back at 2.30pm and he said I had a inflammation that's why it hurt sooo much. He took something that looked like a blunt syringe (?) and "cleaned" and It was awful. I've never ever felt so much pain, I started to cry and I told the dentist that I hated him. He gave me a recipe of tablets I have to take 3times/day. :/
When I got out, Albin and Lina were waiting, I got out, my eyes were red and full of tears and I went in to the toilet and cried my eyes out and called my dad and asked him to pick me up. I was supposed to go to Nathalie today but I couldn't, It was to painful..

I soon have to run to my bus to school. Today i've only had one lesson, get, German. Fun as always! Ich Liebe Deutsch :)
When I got home I called my dentist and told him about the pain I had now for 5 days so I'm going back today at 2.30pm. I hope he doesn't torture me more, because I'm going to my friend tonight, and I don't want to miss that delicious cake that her mum makes, haha.

I don't normally like Swedish singers, and especially not Måns but this song Hold on is awesome, I love it. Listen!.

has been around for a whole year, this month :]
that 365 days of reading whatever fija and i decide to write- mwahaha loll
say happy birthday to us :D <3

O....H....M.....Y....G....O.....D!!! Tokio Hotel's new music video for Automatic was realesed just now, IT'S AWESOME, I love love love love love it. It's my favourite. You should all go to Tokio Hotel offical homepage and watch it, you're gonna love it as much as me, I've already seen it twice.. And Now i really have to go to bed, I just wanted you all to know that the video is up!
Gute nacht♥

HAAAAPPY BIIRTHDAY DEAR BILL AND TOOOOOOOM; HAAAPPY BIIRTHDAAAY TOO YOUUUUU x]
yaaaaaaaaay woooo! lol
omg last night i stayed up untill exactly twelve so i could be of the first people to say HBD to the twins lolll
i went on myspace and facebook and wished them a happy birthday the second it turned september first haha

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY BILL AND TOM KAULITZ - the GREATEST musicians on the face of this earth! They deserve a huge ass party concidering all the hard work and dedication they put into the new album.. So happy birthday guys, with many more to come <3

You know why? I can do what I want, soo.. today I booked time for my first tattoo! Dec 3, 2.30pm :) I'm not gonna tell you what I'm gonna do, but I'll tell Laura as soon as she texted me, I gave her my new number..
Because of the time zones we can't talk so much online.. When i'm online, she's asleep and when she's online i'm asleep! :(

I will show you my mum's tattoo, as for you people who don't know what this is, It's NOT a raisins as many thinks, it's a passion fruit, from a juice reclame 8D haha. I love it!